If Heaven could be made to measure 
I would have lapwings 
Clowning in black and white 
Above a new–turned field: 
Shadows of clouds, 
Faster than clouds themselves, 
Sweeping bare hilltops: 
Summer winds, skimming like smoke 
Over a field of barley.
I would like becks to slip, 
Contralto, cool, 
From stony lip to lap: 
And darker waters 
Silent under dark alders. 
I would have roses catch 
In frail corollas 
Frailer rain: wild daffodils 
Swinging wet muzzles. 
Hazels would make a local shower, 
Green as the early sun, 
And bees comb heather, 
Turning the smell to honey.
There would be company: 
A warm male hand to palm, 
A rumbly voice to talk to me — 
But not for ever: 
Heaven would provide a door 
To close at will.
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